CHAPTER THREE

Later that night, as I sat in my room, I began to get a more balanced perspective on the position I was in. I knew that I had been humiliated by

my aunt, but I could also see that there was perhaps another side to it. She had been present throughout the time I had masturbated and she had not taken her eyes off me for a moment. It might be, I began to think, that that was one of the ways she got her sexual satisfaction. It

pleased me to think that this might be so for it meant that if I was dependent on her as I was beginning to feel I was she was in some ways dependent on me. If not, why was she so keen for me to stay? Why had she not simply dismissed me if I had behaved in a way she disapproved of and told me to go?

I went, as commanded, to her room at the appointed time and found that Gudrun was already with her.

To my astonishment Gurdun was wearing only knickers, elbow-length black gloves and black stockings, her large breasts blatantly exposed to my gaze.

'Now I hope you have got over your aggressive

sexual desires,' said my aunt at once. 'If you have then there is a little task for you to perform. But first of all take off your clothes.'

I must say I hesitated. It was to say the least embarrassing to be told to undress before the beautiful Gudrun. Even if it had been for sexual purposes I would have had some hesitation in automatically carrying out such a command in front of the girl; but already I had been told that my sexual desires were unlikely to be fulfilled. Why, then, should I undress?

I slowly took all my clothes off. Before I removed my underpants I hesitated a few seconds until I got a nod from Aunt Maria which meant 'Take them off!'

Then I was told to lie with my head on a small raised ottoman, supporting myself with my outstretched legs. I could not imagine what possible purpose there could be for me to adopt such a posture, but I was soon to find out.

'All right,' said my aunt to the lovely blonde, 'stand over him and he will give you what you want. '

The girl came over to the ottoman, raised her right leg and then lowered her crotch onto my face.

'Lick me,' she then said in a hoarse voice, 'lick my knickers in front of my vulva. '

I was amazed and astonished beyond belief, but I at once obeyed her command, pressing my wet mouth to the thin nylon knickers just in

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